The Irony: 2008

wish that i could move on,
can't let go it's too strong.
just like that and then you're gone.
is this how you wanted it to be?
everything you had to said ,
sent the tears right down my face.
now i'm trying to escape the misery.
why don't you love me,
the way i loved you?
it feels so crazy,
cause i dunno what i did to you.
if you're gonna hurt me,
then do it quickly.
cause i'm tired of cryin'
if you don't wanna stick around,
then, baby forget about me.
too late, sorry.
i didn't even have the chance.
you said you were happy.
baby i don't understand.
gave you everything you asked for,
and was ready to give you a lot more.
i would've given you the world,
right in the palm of your hands.
boy my heart was true,
and that you can't deny.
don't be a fool,
and walk away from all the lies.
it's up to you cause heaven knows i've tried.
forget about me,i really loved you...

❤jiabao

did i miss your call again?
no, you never called it was a thought inside my head.
did i take the fall again?
i shoulda payed attention to all the words you said.
cause i lost today.
i'm not okay. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
i check my caller id.
now there's every number but the one i want to see.
i've been falling apart.
since you been gone i don't know where i need to start.
cause i lost today. i'm not okay. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
away she is. i can't live like this. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles
if i told you that i love you would it matter at all?
if i told you that i need you would you catch me if i fall?
cause i lost today. i'm not okay. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
away she is.
i can't live like this. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles

❤jiabao

yesterday was a bad day,
i went over boat quay to find her cause she had some problems and i wanted to be there for her.
sighs.things changed,drastically
i know that all these are inevitable.
but i asked her,would she be there for me even as a friend,and she said no.
it hurts.
hell loads it hurt.
i dont want to continue drowning in miseries.i want to be set free.
like i told you,these memories i will hold them close to my heart.
no one can take them away.whether its good or bad,happy or sad,it will all be kept in my heart.
friends will be there i know.and thru it all,krystal have always been there.
i know she have grown sick and tired talking to me about this topic.but it hurts.
hey YOU im done with you.DONE.
i dont wish to have anything to do with you anymore.
i have had enough.
i dont wish to continue drowning in this emotional whirlpool we have created for ourselves.
and since i cant bring you the happiness that you yearn for,
i hope your new girlfriend can.
NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES,HOW HARD IT GETS TO GET OVER YOU,IWILL AND I CAN!
i love you i dont deny.so i hope you can make the going through less tough for me.
stop contacting me unless necessary over relevant stuf.i dont wish to know how well you are doing or how much you are hurting.i just wish to stop knowing,stop hearing,stop loving you.
if ever you see me on the streets.take it as though you dont even know me.
i think its the best for me and the best for you as well
all the best love.

❤jiabao

26th dec 2008

friday

major cam-whore session i swear!!

she blew the freaking smoke at me!!!

im trying to get her arse!!

happy girl receiving
her christmas present:)

why you drink so much?
huh?
face so red now!!

fucking unglam!!

tweeze!!

bat-girls!!

cute aint we?:D

punk rock!!

neh-neh-ni-poo-poo

bleahs:p

i swear she is a closet cam-whore!!

sexy and shanny came over after:)

i swear she look fucking retarded!!

shanny cut his hair!!

finally you can see his face!!

he is my B for a day:)
(shanny is krystal's cousin)

spastic!!

❤jiabao

25th dec 2008
thursday

i went dating,and my date brought me to vivo,
went to eat at some 'white bone cafe' ,
than i wanted to sit cable car so we headed towards mount faber jewel box.
than back to harbour,than to sentosa and back again.
i was like not interested,so i didnt talk to him.
i told him i was a lesbian and he don't believe me.owells,what to do?
after that i went to catch a movie,Australia.
was a good show,but kinda draggy.but the storyline was good:)
but its freaking three hours!!omg!!
than after movie he went off and i went down to PLAY.
was quite boring that day cause everyone was not in a very good mood.
and and travis got wasted again:)
haha.as usual:)
didnt manage to take pictures at play.so..
oh and bump into some old friends)

if im not wrong,

this is baileys coffee