yesterday was a bad day,
i went over boat quay to find her cause she had some problems and i wanted to be there for her.
sighs.things changed,drastically
i know that all these are inevitable.
but i asked her,would she be there for me even as a friend,and she said no.
it hurts.
hell loads it hurt.
i dont want to continue drowning in miseries.i want to be set free.
like i told you,these memories i will hold them close to my heart.
no one can take them away.whether its good or bad,happy or sad,it will all be kept in my heart.
friends will be there i know.and thru it all,krystal have always been there.
i know she have grown sick and tired talking to me about this topic.but it hurts.
hey YOU im done with you.DONE.
i dont wish to have anything to do with you anymore.
i have had enough.
i dont wish to continue drowning in this emotional whirlpool we have created for ourselves.
and since i cant bring you the happiness that you yearn for,
i hope your new girlfriend can.
NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES,HOW HARD IT GETS TO GET OVER YOU,IWILL AND I CAN!
i love you i dont deny.so i hope you can make the going through less tough for me.
stop contacting me unless necessary over relevant stuf.i dont wish to know how well you are doing or how much you are hurting.i just wish to stop knowing,stop hearing,stop loving you.
if ever you see me on the streets.take it as though you dont even know me.
i think its the best for me and the best for you as well
all the best love.

❤jiabao