Hold my hand while you cut me down

It had only just begun but now its over now

And your in the heat of moments with your heart playing up cold

Im between the middle watching hastiness unfold

In my eyes your were smiling in the spotlight dancing with the night

Fell off your mind

Im tired of trying

Your teasing aint enough

Fed up of biding your time

When i dont get nothing back

And for and for and for

When i dont get nothing back

Boy im tired

Where'd you go when you stay behind

I looked up and inside down and outside only to find

A double taking punching hard and laughing at my smile

I get closer you obviously prefer her

im feeling like fuck now.done.period.its pointless to hold onto something that will never belong.

whats yours its yours.

aint gonna try.

tired of trying,i try to hold back my tears once again.

but they just keep flowing.

done with dramas and complications.

i think i shall just drink and drink and drink,

i never wanna be sober!!

i hate this fucking world.

somebody,just shoot me!!

a illusion that i create for myself.i ask for it.

and im still sorry.sorry for everything i said to you.

sorry for not being able to make you smile.

sorry for loving you when you don want me to.

im just sorry for everything

love,jiabao