i aint a toy

ok,life still goes on and on.

krystal is leaving already,and im sad:(

sigh.

im feeling like fuck now.i dont know how to feel.

and people,im ok.dont worry.i never mia!!

will meet up soon alrights?

i just haven't been in the mood to meet people.

trying to pick up the pieces from where i left it.so yea.

i will be fine,jiabao will be fine(:

thanks hons,thanks for the concerns.

well,jiabao thinks its time to put the past behind and bury it all away.

cause i dont wish to go on tormenting myself.

i keep asking for trouble.

its like,i know playing with fire is dangerous but yet i still play with the fire.

im gonna put out the fire that i started.

yes,its time.

and i know it is.

and im ready(:

jiabao is gonna STOP tormenting herself!!

xoxo,jiabao

Unable so lost

I can't find my way

Been searching, but I have never seen

A turning, a turning from deceit

I can't understand myself anymore

But I m still feeling lonely

I'm fooling somebody

A faithless path to roam

Deceiving to breath this secretly

This silence, a silence I can't bear