the thread thats holding on to my every last bit of emotions is about to snap any min.
why do i have to be hypocritical and pretend to be happy when im not?
i think cause im not brave enough to face heartaches over and over again
one told me this is humanity.
fuck humanity alrights.
well,i hope,i pray,
that one day i will find my answers to everything.
well i know too much,i hear too much,i see too much.
owells,i will just have to pick up all the pieces over again.
but its still all worthwhile cause it was beautiful(:

ah!!!my hand is failing on me!!!thanks to you know who!!
number one accident prone queen!!
my BESTFRIEND!!!!

okok.
my hand needs to rest.

xoxo,ljb




Just when I thought I'd found someone to trust,
you took away your love and
Just when I thought it was safe to come in
You let me want you, and need you, and then
You left me, like a child in the rain
Now I'm mending myself of the pain
Like a child in the rain
Now I'm lost in an ocean of pain
I fell in love and it hurt me
Can't you imagine how I'm feeling now?
Oh, will you ever know how?
You've hurt me.