well apparently,i am doodling around,joelle is like asleep,taking my whole bed!!

but its ok.

cause i aint gonna sleep till morning,and by the time she head to school,

i can have the bed back(:

hmm,im like blogging,fb-ing,texting 4 people,and cooking and im talking to people online.

omg!!feel so busy,like multi-tasking.

well well,i was texting mad,my childhood friend,

was updating her abt my life,

she was telling me that good things don't come by often.

i have to open my eyes and look past everything and see the good,

(she was refering to ugly bung)

but the thing is,i have been thinking and thinking alot.

but no matter how hard i try to think,she just doesnt fall into the catagory!!

gosh.

i tell myself a million times,i just keep repeating,i just have to keep at it.

it doesnt hurt as much as before.

cause i accepted,and comfort did come after i just accept and start to think straight.

im really no longer gonna bother.

well i will try my best to be there for her as a friend,

like i promised,but don't expect too much,

cause my heart is still healing.

wait till the the wound heals,than i can give my best alrights.

joelle yip,sorry if my words were too harsh yesterday.

i hope you know where im coming from

ok,im not gonna type a essay.

ps:i want someone who i can hold on to so tenderly.

at dover after sabai(:

she came into my room,
and started playing with my shades

kor kor,me and joelle(:
omg!!i look fucking spastic!
joelle and me(:
kor kor(:
joelle,me,and the LOVE of my life(:

dont know whats wrong with his smile!

before sabai,i met rachel,and this is the candles that i gave her(:

THURSDAY.

at trav house,joelle POP out of no where!!

and started to take photos of herself.

i look like fuck!!

aww(:

i think its retardedly cute(:

ah haha!!

at home club.

trav

me,vaness,kuan

ironic isn't it?

.trav and her fake dimples.

ciwei,me and gen(:

joy and me

trav's retarded face!

michelle ang and i(:

me,van,mich

me and donn!!

xoxo,jiabao

I should warn you,when I'm not well

I can't tell,oh, there's nothing I can do

To make this easier for you

You're gonna need to be patient with me