st james.

i swear we look dam happy

eugene and i(:

the policeman,kelvin

she look like she is licking
my mouth!!

smile(:

before st james at krystal's place(:

oh the donuts hon got for us(:

damm cute!!!!

maybe,just maybe,things would be how it was last time.

the group feels so seperated.

and that fact saddens me.

well,in the first place,all these shouldn't even have started.

im not regretting,just wishing things wouldn't be in this state now.

omg!!yesterday eugene have been one sweet little brat,

i was high,i fell asleep on his leg,

he was suppose to head home with his friends,but he didnt want to wake me up so he waited till 5ish,6.and he sent me home.to the doorstep,when daddy open the door she was like huh??

laughs.

im feeling so bad cause he have work at 10.

okok.

right now,it still hurts to face her.i thought i could,i thought it wouldn't hurt.but it still does.
i dont wish to face it just as yet.i thought we can still be friends,but the images of them just keep flooding in.fuck the pain,its subsiding a little.just a little.maybe in time to come,it will just all fade away.after coming out of so many broken relationship,my heart feels so numb.i am gonna close my heart,to freeze my heart.not to let anyone in.thats the best way for me.

maybe someday,somehow,i will find the right person who will take my hands and take me away from every miseries,every painful moments,every sad moments,and just make the best out of me.i pray,i wish,i hope,that that day will come soon(:

okok.gtg check movie tickets,im heading town with eugene for movie today.not going her story.save the heartaches,dramas and fucking complications!!!!

loves,jiabao

every moment feels like an eternity.